A kick in the face

All weekend I slacked. Well not slacked, I worked my butt off. Cleaning, unpacking, cooking, all that fun stuff.
So I was not able to study..

But this morning when I got into work I got a kick in the face. My account was negative 221 dollars.
I have no idea how it happened.. But it did.
Then I received bill after bill that I owe.

I HAVE to finish this course. I do not want to give my son a lifestyle where I am constantly worried if I can make the bills. The lifestyle where I have to wake him up at 7 in the morning just to take him to a sitter.

I want to be home with him. I want to wake up early while he is still asleep and get some work done.

I don't want to have to spend all weekend playing catch up with all the work I did not have time for during the week.

I want to be financially stable.

I WILL finish this course, it might take me longer then I would like, due to working full time.

But I will finish.