Monday, November 3, 2008

A kick in the face

All weekend I slacked. Well not slacked, I worked my butt off. Cleaning, unpacking, cooking, all that fun stuff.
So I was not able to study..

But this morning when I got into work I got a kick in the face. My account was negative 221 dollars.
I have no idea how it happened.. But it did.
Then I received bill after bill that I owe.

I HAVE to finish this course. I do not want to give my son a lifestyle where I am constantly worried if I can make the bills. The lifestyle where I have to wake him up at 7 in the morning just to take him to a sitter.

I want to be home with him. I want to wake up early while he is still asleep and get some work done.

I don't want to have to spend all weekend playing catch up with all the work I did not have time for during the week.

I want to be financially stable.

I WILL finish this course, it might take me longer then I would like, due to working full time.

But I will finish.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

That is certainly the right attitude! You'll get there...and you and your son will be better for it!

Allison Jaeger said...

You can do it! Don't give up or give in; push on. Things can only get better and you will persevere :)

Also, I see that I'm not the only one slacking in my posts .. I hope everything is alright with you and look forward to your next update!